One of the [phænomena] <phenomena>
which had peculiarly attracted my attention was the structure of
the human frame, and, indeed, any animal endued with life.
Whence, I often asked myself, did the principle of life proceed?
It was a bold question, and one which has ever been considered
as a mystery; yet with how many things are we upon the brink of
becoming acquainted, if cowardice or carelessness did not
restrain our inquiries. I revolved these circumstances in my
mind, and determined thenceforth to apply myself more
particularly to those branches of natural philosophy which
relate to physiology. Unless I had been animated by an almost
supernatural enthusiasm, my application to this study would have
been irksome, and almost intolerable. To examine the causes of
life, we must first have recourse to death. I became acquainted
with the science of anatomy: but this was not sufficient; I must
also observe the natural decay and corruption of the human body.
In my education my father had taken the greatest precautions
that my mind should be impressed with no supernatural horrors. I
do not ever remember to have trembled at a tale of superstition,
or to have feared the apparition of a spirit. Darkness had no
effect upon my fancy; and a churchyard was to me merely the
receptacle of bodies deprived of life, which, from being the
seat of beauty and strength, had become food for the worm. Now I
was led to examine the cause and progress of this decay, and
forced to spend days and nights in vaults and charnel houses. My
attention was fixed upon every object the most insupportable to
the delicacy of the human feelings. I saw how the fine form of
man was degraded and wasted; I beheld the corruption of death
succeed to the blooming cheek of life; I saw how the worm
inherited the wonders of the eye and brain. I paused, examining
and analysing all the minutiae of causation, as exemplified in
the change from life to death, and death to life, until from the
midst of this darkness a sudden light broke in upon me -- a light
so brilliant and wondrous, yet so simple, that while I became
dizzy with the immensity of the prospect which it illustrated, I
was [surprised] <surprised,> that among so
many men of genius, who had directed their inquiries towards the
same science, that I alone should be reserved to discover so
astonishing a secret.