One of the phenomena which had peculiarly attracted my attention
was the structure of the human frame, and, indeed, any animal
endued with life. Whence, I often asked myself, did the
principle of life proceed? It was a bold question, and one which
has ever been considered as a mystery; yet with how many things
are we upon the brink of becoming acquainted, if cowardice or
carelessness did not restrain our inquiries. I revolved these
circumstances in my mind, and determined thenceforth to apply
myself more particularly to those branches of natural philosophy
which relate to physiology. Unless I had been animated by an
almost supernatural enthusiasm, my application to this study
would have been irksome, and almost intolerable. To examine the
causes of life, we must first have recourse to death. I became
acquainted with the science of anatomy: but this was not
sufficient; I must also observe the natural decay and corruption
of the human body. In my education my father had taken the
greatest precautions that my mind should be impressed with no
supernatural horrors. I do not ever remember to have trembled at
a tale of superstition, or to have feared the apparition of a
spirit. Darkness had no effect upon my fancy; and a churchyard
was to me merely the receptacle of bodies deprived of life,
which, from being the seat of beauty and strength, had become
food for the worm. Now I was led to examine the cause and
progress of this decay, and forced to spend days and nights in
vaults and charnel houses. My attention was fixed upon every
object the most insupportable to the delicacy of the human
feelings. I saw how the fine form of man was degraded and
wasted; I beheld the corruption of death succeed to the blooming
cheek of life; I saw how the worm inherited the wonders of the
eye and brain. I paused, examining and analysing all the
minutiae of causation, as exemplified in the change from life to
death, and death to life, until from the midst of this darkness
a sudden light broke in upon me -- a light so brilliant and
wondrous, yet so simple, that while I became dizzy with the
immensity of the prospect which it illustrated, I was surprised,
that among so many men of genius, who had directed their
inquiries towards the same science, that I alone should be
reserved to discover so astonishing a secret.